One Final Time - My Last Words to Infy

It's been more than a month since I parted ways with Infosys Ltd after a near 3-yr journey and totally unexpectedly, I'm still receiving compliments for the last day mail that I dropped to let the concerned people know about it. Although I planned to dedicate an entire blog post to that topic, elaborating upon the exact reasons behind my decision (which will eventually be published), I would like to share the mail with my almost non existent reader base. So, here it goes : 

For every dream that’s born, There’s a dream that dies

For every Hello you say, there’s a sad goodbye

After having seen the past 2 years and 10 months zoom by in the rearview mirror, here I make an impossible, last-gasp attempt to sum up my journey from e-joining to e-separation, which started on 14^th September 2009 and is all set to end today, as I go out seeking a Nitrous boost for my career and “running a marathon” doesn’t exactly feature in my priority list. I’ve got enough material to publish a book and I’m trying my best to keep it short but then, if you have got this mail there would be something you would be interested in reading, so please bear with me, one last time J

Mysore time, as most of you would agree (I know a few who won’t), rates right at the top and its incredibility defies narration. It was the perfect passage from college corridors to the cubicles. Trying to convert the waywardness of a fresh engineering graduate into the mannerisms of a professional in that environment was an experience to be cherished for a lifetime.

Hyderabad was my destination after training and this is where I got to know the inside picture. The words here are too precious to be wasted on the names behind the following incidents so I’d restrict myself to a couple of incidents. When you approach your SPM for a genuine query and he “ misses your mail” once and then promises to “get back to you” after being reminded repeatedly and finally turns a deaf ear for more than 4 months, you do lose trust and respect. The foundation for separation had been laid at that time itself and then when I saw myself at the wrong end of a couple of more logic-defying, random verdicts, the difficult decision of leaving your first company after a good 3 years got easier. At the same time, it gave me inspiration, that when people like THOSE can reach the positions they have now, a lot of us have bright futures. However, glad to have worked under people like Calvin (MS Account) and Mani (BMW account), who were understanding and accommodating enough.

I have always been a sports buff and prior to joining Infosys, I had made the best of friends either on a cricket field or across a chess board and I’m really proud to say that joining Infosys Hyderabad didn’t change that one bit, so here are separate sections dedicated to both the groups:

Infosys Hyderabad Cricket Team: You are the bunch of people who have been my family away from home. The best thing about sportsmen is that they always have mutual respect for each other and gel well with their teammates, irrespective of the talent they have. You guys are true testimony to that. I could completely be myself in your company. The cricket ground is the place where I could shout at someone one day and then forget everything and team up with the same person the next day, as there was a game of cricket to be won! The best thing about this group is that in the past 2.5 years, the entire crop has been replaced and yet the new guys who come in are equally passionate about the game and meet the high standards that had been set previously. I started out as an unknown entity on 4^th June, 2010 in iHCL and I ended up as a player for the Organizers’ team for P3L2 on 5^th July, 2012. Thanks to you guys that today, whenever I walk to the cricket ground in the evenings, I always find company, be it over a cup of tea, analyzing someone’s game, doing the rounds around the ground or just sitting idle!

Infosys Hyderabad Chess Team: Your unending passion for the game ignited the almost-dead interest in Chess in me and I’m thankful to you for that. I still rem the first day when San.Two (commonly Santosh J) replied to my post on sports BB, where I was trying to find out Chess enthusiasts here. I never knew the association would lead me to the best player award in the Corporate Tournament in 2 years’ time! We started out 2 years ago, when all but 1 of us were unmarried and we used to tease him when he refused to stay back past 7 or 8. Now, I’m glad to say that I’m the only bachelor who survived the tough test of times over the past two years and pull your legs on the same topic. On a serious note, you guys have done a great job for the game here and the ITsAP Title is down to your hard work. Please note that I would be waiting for the trophy post the award function and I’m burdening you with the responsibility of sending it to me J.

A big thanks to Amiteshwar Sir, Jit Sir, Amitabha Sir and Shobana for promoting sports in Hyd DC. It is the most active DC and it was a pleasure and honour to be a part of the sports community here. Not to forget the facilities, security and the housekeeping people. You are the unsung heroes of this campus and your commitment to work, despite it going unnoticed most of the time, is something to look up to.

There are a lot of you who don’t fall under either of these groups but are no less important. Thanks a lot for your time (on and off Infy Communicator J ) and friendship, which, I’m sure, will last forever. And of course, how can I forget the Public Folders? Be it the repeated, heated and (sometimes) pointless debates, the faster-than-google responses to my queries, the super quick response in buying/selling things and the SWOT analysis of a particular vendor’s menu, you guys always keep it going and ensure we don’t have to venture out of our cubicles to have fun.  There’s nothing good about this goodbye but then, a goodbye isn’t painful until you’re never going to say Hello again, and I’m looking forward to the time when our paths cross again. These addresses (Jasmine – 97, L&T Serene County;  G-01, Sri Sai Rithvik Enclave, Whitefields; 201, Shilpa Nest, Shilpa Park and 303, Sai Priya Residency, Whitefields) as well as their occupants would be very special and the time spent there is priceless. I dare you guys to release any of the videos that were shot!!!

Jayant Shekhar

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Marching On...

On a fine evening of 3^rd May, 2012 (exactly 4 months ago), I was leaning back at my 1^st floor located office desk of building no. 4, Infosys Hyderabad STP Campus, where I shared space with 15000 more employees. My eyes were staring exactly opposite to the screen, at the pleasant emptiness created by the clear blue skies which appeared black through the dark glassed window.  For those who have known me in office, it was an uncommon sight on two counts. First, I was almost NEVER found at my desk in the 5 pm – 7 pm interval. Cricket ground, gymnasium and the New Food Court (NFC) used to be the top 3 bets if one of my friends had to place one on finding me in that period. Secondly, those who have worked with me would know that I have never been the person to stop and think like that on work related issues, no matter how critical the problem.

“So, leaving the company?” – came a voice that brought me back from the skies. It came from a senior colleague, whom I shared the floor with. E – separation was probably one of the most frequently used applications of the Infosys intranet in Q1, FY ’13 and I was adding to the usage. For the uninitiated, it is an online, automated application using which Infosys employees who want to part ways with the company initiate their notice period.

“Yes, time to go”. I uttered, punctuating it with one of my most genuinely fake smiles to give the impression of being very casual about it. However, it was not the case and I was still in two minds, which is why, despite having filled out the form, I hadn’t clicked on the “Initiate” button.

In order to avoid further conversation, I rotated my chair 180 degrees to face my workstation, trying my best to look busy.  It all sounds so very fancy, when you go out and announce to your colleagues that you are leaving the company but arriving at the decision is by no means easy. In my case, it was going to be all the more difficult, as I was not going to join a top notch MBA college, for which you don’t have to think twice. I had to choose between two courses, one of which was an MBA in Power Management from NPTI Faridabad, a college generally unheard of, however famous it might be in the Power Sector. Second, and more glamourous, choice would have been to opt for SP Jain’s executive MBA program (PGCIM), which offered a one year course, with six months to be spent in SPJAIN Mumbai and IESEG, France each.

My CAT 2010 score of 96.98 %ile had ignited hopes of a better score in myself as well as amongst my family members and friends, who were all the more surprised when I managed to underperform to on my way to scoring 89 %ile in CAT 2011. Though my options were limited, a decision had to be made, as I could not have continued in the company. The reasons were many but the most dominant one was that I was not enjoying it any more, all those hours spent in playing Cricket and Chess during office hours notwithstanding. I am a month into my course now and have already been quizzed about 50 times about “Why did you leave Infy?” – a question which probably requires another blog post.

Looking back at things has never been my nature and now that I am a month into the course, I do not dislike it. I have put in conscious efforts of maintaining a low profile and cutting down on the distractions and have been successful to a great extent. Infosys and Hyderabad days are being missed and they will always be. However, this has been a change that I genuinely sought for some time now. This gives me enough spare time in a day to pursue things that I always wanted to. The greatest incentive is that I have my weekends all to myself, in which I can go home and relax, play with my  18 month old nephew, spend time with my family and come back refreshed on Monday morning to take up the challenges of the next five days.